Trying to hold a smile is the hardest thing ever asked. Trying to show happiness in your eyes is like being masked. Trying to understand the reason of what made you so sad is an impossible task. I am trying, I am not afraid to say I need a change. I am afraid of what that change will be. I am not angry for what this life has turned out […]
It only takes a moment, just a second for everything to change. It only takes one time, one mistake that can change everything. It only takes smiles, one smile to remind you that your are something. It only takes ambition, ambition will help you accomplish amazing things. It only takes a moment, to decide your dream. It only takes you, and a little believing.
They say I don’t care.
But my pain is not theirs to bare.
They say I don’t love them.
But my pain creates chaos in my mind.
They say I am selfish.
But my mind is crowded with the what ifs and what nots.
They say I am fake,
But I am a coward to let you see the truth inside.
They say,
But they don’t know the loneliness deep with in.
They say.
Waiting for the like,
the blue circle that tells you people approve of our hike.
You tell people you just don’t care,
don’t care of what they think of what you wear.
You post a picture,
maybe four,
just waiting for the thumps up to show that they care.
That says you are better then fair.So lost in this social media world.
Project that you have a perfect life,
but inside your scared.
loose an hour maybe two
watching people live their “perfect” life.
They are waiting just like you,
waiting for that like to tell them the audience approves.
Time spends around,
around the clock that will some day end.
The clock does not stop,
will not give you the extra second you beg for.
The clock does not slow down,
will not give you the moments you pray for.
Time has a mind of its own,
its up to you to cherish what you will die for.
I dream the best of dreams,
seeing your smile,
the smile in your eyes.
Hearing the words,
the words I wish I could hear everyday,
I love you.Then I wake up,
remember that all I have is memories.
Memories of the past,
they play in my head like my favorite movie.My memories will never compete,
compete with the smile in your eyes.
My memories will help me remember,
the unconditional love you shared.
My memories will help me remember,
there may be no tomorrow,
so love with everything you are today.In Loving Memory of those I have lost, and to all those who have lost someone.
Live for today, tomorrow is never guaranteed.
When I have major life changes I don’t know what happens to me but I seem to shut down. I don’t process everything rationally and I start to over stress. I don’t know if this is normal because the changes can be positive but I seem to be constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop. I will make a decision and then I will loose sleep, was that the […]
Never Seduce a Scot: The Montgomery’s and Armstrong’s By: Maya Banks Eveline Armstrong is loved and protected by her clan, but she is an outsider and is considered “touched”. She had an accident when she was younger and her family are under the assumption that she is not capable of a normal life but nobody knows what happened to her during the accident to create this problem. This made her […]
Some days I don’t want to be so sad,
I don’t what do forget the good or the bad.
Some days I don’t want to be so mad,
I want to have patience when asked.
Some days I want to laugh,
I want to laugh with no guilt or pain.
Some days I want to read a book,
I want to read about the fairy tail life and happily every after.
Some days I just want everything to go right,
I don’t want to struggle to smile so bright.
Some days I want it to be alright to just be me.
Every year I make the same resolution ‘I want to loose weight’. It’s such a simple resolution that should be easily accomplished, but in reality it doesn’t require a lot of follow through. I think the problem with New Year Resolutions is that there is very little about being specific about what you want. For example ‘I want to loose weight’, Okay how would you accomplish this goal, my answer […]