You can not help those who do not want it.
This does not stop the pain or watching them tremble.
You can not be someone else because of it.
Moving on and waiting for the worst of troubles,
Until they realize you where by their side waiting for them to crumble.
Waiting for your time to pick them up,
helping them realize they are more then the pain they have inside.
Tag: family
Looking in the past
Before you can fix something about yourself, you have to look back and see when the problem started. I have very little to complain about in regards to my child hood. I know that some people can say some horrible things about the way they grew up I will admit I was very lucky in that regard. I had two very loving parents that work very hard to provide for […]
I dream the best of dreams,
seeing your smile,
the smile in your eyes.
Hearing the words,
the words I wish I could hear everyday,
I love you.Then I wake up,
remember that all I have is memories.
Memories of the past,
they play in my head like my favorite movie.My memories will never compete,
compete with the smile in your eyes.
My memories will help me remember,
the unconditional love you shared.
My memories will help me remember,
there may be no tomorrow,
so love with everything you are today.In Loving Memory of those I have lost, and to all those who have lost someone.
Live for today, tomorrow is never guaranteed.
So Many Options
When I have major life changes I don’t know what happens to me but I seem to shut down. I don’t process everything rationally and I start to over stress. I don’t know if this is normal because the changes can be positive but I seem to be constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop. I will make a decision and then I will loose sleep, was that the […]
New Years Resolution
Every year I make the same resolution ‘I want to loose weight’. It’s such a simple resolution that should be easily accomplished, but in reality it doesn’t require a lot of follow through. I think the problem with New Year Resolutions is that there is very little about being specific about what you want. For example ‘I want to loose weight’, Okay how would you accomplish this goal, my answer […]
Night Dreams
I had a dream about you last night, you were in the room where I said goodbye, Awake like nothing happened Until I asked you why? You had no answer, You did not lie, You said “I loved you”. I have no answers, I have no true goodbye, but I know in my heart That my love will never die.
Hey Big Brother
Hey big brother, Today I missed you more than yesterday, Today I realized you’re not just a phone call away. Hey Big Brother, Why did you decide to leave my side? Why was that day the day you decided to say goodbye? Hey big brother, Today I cried for you and me, Today I cried for a future without you to help guide me. Hey Big Brother I love you […]
One Breath At A Time
Loss, How do I prepare? How do I endure? How do I continue to breath without you? Just with one breath at a time! One Breath at a time! Hurt, How to I move on? How do I remember the good times? How do I believe your gone? Just with one breath at a time! One breath at a time! Love, How could you forget how much we love you? […]
Never Forget
You forgot how much we care, You forgot how much you care, You forgot what you are leaving behind. You forgot all the good things, in your moment of sadness. but I forgive you for forgetting. I forgive you for not saying goodbye. I forgive you for leaving us with so much pain. I can forgive you for so much more, and there is so much life that doesn’t need […]
Communication
Have you ever been asked what you think is the most important part of a relationship? Relationships are so complex and everyday is a work in progress. There is no simple answer to having a perfect relationship let alone a good relationship. I have recently been thinking about this due to some tragic events happening in my family. This event was so sudden and unexpected that I began to contemplate […]