Juli's Life

This is a place I can write about, my fitness, family, stories, and things I am doing.

Category: Poems

Positive Moments

It only takes a moment, just a second for everything to change. It only takes one time, one mistake that can change everything. It only takes smiles, one smile to remind you that your are something. It only takes ambition, ambition will help you accomplish amazing things. It only takes a moment, to decide your dream. It only takes you, and a little believing.

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They say I don’t care.
But my pain is not theirs to bare.
They say I don’t love them.
But my pain creates chaos in my mind.
They say I am selfish.
But my mind is crowded with the what ifs and what nots.
They say I am fake,
But I am a coward to let you see the truth inside.
They say,
But they don’t know the loneliness deep with in.
They say.

You can not help those who do not want it.
This does not stop the pain or watching them tremble.
You can not be someone else because of it.
Moving on and waiting for the worst of troubles,
Until they realize you where by their side waiting for them to crumble.
Waiting for your time to pick them up,
helping them realize they are more then the pain they have inside.

Waiting for the like,
the blue circle that tells you people approve of our hike.
You tell people you just don’t care,
don’t care of what they think of what you wear.
You post a picture,
maybe four,
just waiting for the thumps up to show that they care.
That says you are better then fair.

So lost in this social media world.
Project that you have a perfect life,
but inside your scared.
loose an hour maybe two
watching people live their “perfect” life.
They are waiting just like you,
waiting for that like to tell them the audience approves.

 

Time spends around,
around the clock that will some day end.
The clock does not stop,
will not give you the extra second you beg for.
The clock does not slow down,
will not give you the moments you pray for.
Time has a mind of its own,
its up to you to cherish what you will die for.

I dream the best of dreams,
seeing your smile,
the smile in your eyes.
Hearing the words,
the words I wish I could hear everyday,
I love you.

Then I wake up,
remember that all I have is memories.
Memories of the past,
they play in my head like my favorite movie.

My memories will never compete,
compete with the smile in your eyes.
My memories will help me remember,
the unconditional love you shared.
My memories will help me remember,
there may be no tomorrow,
so love with everything you are today.

In Loving Memory of those I have lost, and to all those who have lost someone.
Live for today, tomorrow is never guaranteed.

Some days I don’t want to be so sad,
I don’t what do forget the good or the bad.
Some days I don’t want to be so mad,
I want to have patience when asked.
Some days I want to laugh,
I want to laugh with no guilt or pain.
Some days I want to read a book,
I want to read about the fairy tail life and happily every after.
Some days I just want everything to go right,
I don’t want to struggle to smile so bright.
Some days I want it to be alright to just be me.

Night Dreams

I had a dream about you last night, you were in the room where I said goodbye, Awake like nothing happened Until I asked you why? You had no answer, You did not lie, You said “I loved you”. I have no answers, I have no true goodbye, but I know in my heart That my love will never die.

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Hey Big Brother

Hey big brother, Today I missed you more than yesterday, Today I realized you’re not just a phone call away. Hey Big Brother, Why did you decide to leave my side? Why was that day the day you decided to say goodbye? Hey big brother, Today I cried for you and me, Today I cried for a future without you to help guide me. Hey Big Brother I love you […]

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